Rachael Yamagata - You won't let me

If you would only let me

I could show you how to love

Take our time, let all it go

And if you'd would only let me

I could show you how to cry

In your darkest hour

I would lead you through the fire

But you won't let me, you won't let me

I don't wanna say goodbye

I just wanna give it one more try

And I'd do anything, yes, I'd do anything

If you'd only let me

With your hand in mine

I would show you how to laugh

Nothing heavy, nothing serious

Just forget about all that

You've been stepping back

I wanna be your friend

Tear down the walls that surround you

And build you back up again

But you won't let me, you won't let me

I don't wanna say goodbye

I just wanna give it one more try

And I'd do anything, yes, I'd do anything

So tonight stay with me

I know I could change your mind

But you won't let me, you won't let me

I don't want to say goodbye

I just want to give it one more try

But you won't let me, you won't let me

I don't wanna say goodbye

I just want to give it one more try

But you won't let me, you won't let me.

I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything for you

But you won't let me, no, you won't let me

You won't let me

비오는 날은 또 레이첼 야마가타가 또-

전집 돌려들으며 열심히 일하는 - 것 같진 않지만

암튼 그러는데 집중력좀 솟아라. 쫌.

아침에 문득-

내가 무슨 생각을 하고 행동을 하는건 사실 내 맘이기 때문에

 - 남에게 해가 되지 않는 그런정도의

어느 누구도 내 생각과 행동을 저지할만한 이유가 없다.

이것에 내가 동의했으면서

나는 한편으로 다른 사람도 그럴 수 있다는걸 받아들이지 못했었다.

타인이 무슨 생각을 하고 행동을 하는것 역시

내가 저지하거나 방해할 수 없다는 것.

내가 이 사실을 받아들이고 한 이상

더이상 어떤 말도, 변명도, 원망도 할 수 없구나, 하고 깨달았다.

5g 쯤 마음이 가벼워졌다.